Everyday, I wonder what Layla's life will be; what it will look like.
Not a single day has passed that the thought hasn't gone through me. I don't stop at that thought. Rather, I push through. Usually because the very moment I go down that train, I get another train crossing the track - with my other two children on it. Giving me perspective that life is happenning and the picture that is Layla's future is going to take shape within the bigger whole of my family.
How precious is her life in that she has two siblings who are good and unique in there own ungenetically-affected way.
Everyday I wonder what is happening to my life. That is all that I can say about that because with this one I'm a bit stuck. I looked at my husband and said why you and me?
Why us..... baby - your needs are so much bigger than me........
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